So odd thought and questioning. I believe I may of been born into a singularity.

Why?

Well I managed for my consciousness to be teleported into this dark realm. Almost like pure darkness or even chaos but it didn’t seem unbuilt to be chaos.

Then I could hold out my hands and grip what almost was like a sparkling dark tube of wetness almost slimy it looked like a fallopian tube but more celestial.

Then at the end of these were 10+ realities. I felt all their screams, anguish, the need for survival and failure happening.

Then I say this one Tube leading to this singular pod connected to all of the smaller ones (the 10+ all lined up)

This wasn’t like I was still visibly able to see my surrounding. There was nothing of a past, present or future just the liminal space.

Your thoughts? Hahaa

PS I do also use magic as E=MC^2 so it does follow scientific properties ✌🏻😌

  • roofuskit@lemmy.worldEnglish
    16·
    3 days ago

    Sir, this is a Wendy’s. But really, this is shower thoughts not mescaline thoughts.

    • DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.worldOP
      34·
      3 days ago

      Don’t take psychedelics my dude. I wish. Hahaa but this isn’t shower thoughts?? Really to me it’s like 4/10 crazy. Sorry I gusss 🤣🤣🤣

      • crandlecan@mander.xyz
        51·
        2 days ago

        You need to consult a psychiatrist for a schizophrenia diagnosis. You need help. Professional help.

        • DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.worldOP
          14·
          2 days ago

          Nah. I’m fine. Also I’ve already been cleared for schizophrenia. Alongside delusions and psychosis 💅😘

          Hahaha nice try.

            • DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.worldOP
              11·
              2 days ago

              It’s only doubtful because normal people can’t wrap their heads around it but when I get into deep detail about physics with magic. Any one knowledge would realize it’s true and the effects it causes are noticeable to everyone including doctors. So I fully respect your closed off mindset and hope you have a wonderful day 🤭

  • OmegaMouse@pawb.social
    3·
    2 days ago

    I hear it’s amazing when the famous purple stuffed worm in flap-jaw space with the tuning fork does a raw blink on Hara Kiri Rock. I need scissors! 61!

      • WeirdGoesPro@lemmy.dbzer0.com
        41·
        3 days ago

        I’m not doubting you, I’m just seeking to understand the experience more.

        Was it like a daydream, or a physical transportation? Could you come out of it at will, or was it uncontrollable for you?

        I’m a practicing occultist, and I have experienced some weird shit before, but this description stands out. Visions don’t always mean what they appear to on the surface. Your post history suggests that you’ve had similar moments like this before.

        If it is uncontrollable, you may want to get checked out by a professional. The magician swims in the same waters that the madman drowns in, they say.

        • DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.worldOP
          24·
          3 days ago

          Ohh I fully understand. This is rather must, I say. Abnormal and I’m completely aware of that. It was mental transportation. I don’t believe it was physical in the same sense as my full body transported. Though. It’s almost like I was in two places at once or at least I believe I was in two places. Tbf though I wouldn’t also know 😆 I just appeared back where I was.

          Also no I could not control it at will. I couldn’t leave if it didn’t allow me. At least I don’t believe. It’s hard to say. I know in the future I can fully teleport but it’s more of a warp drive made in your body.

          And no it’s not concerning for me. I will say it’s odd just wasn’t scary haha. I’ve been through a lot with this path.

          • WeirdGoesPro@lemmy.dbzer0.com
            5·
            2 days ago

            It sounds like something between a vision and a disassociation. Have you been doing anything that might have brought this on like drugs or metaphysical work? I’m glad you didn’t find it distressing, but it does sound a little like this could be a problem if it happens to you in the car or the grocery store.

            • DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.worldOP
              21·
              2 days ago

              Hahahaa yeah I use magic as E=MC^2 and am ascending to godhood. Alongside continuously falling from grace with Lilith.

              Though I don’t see a difference between magic and mundane if we are all matter and energy. And magic is energy manipulation.

              Also no I was just in the bathroom calm, minding my business and next I’m in this dark realm seeing what I described.

              • WeirdGoesPro@lemmy.dbzer0.com
                2·
                2 days ago

                We’re on the same page—I’m referring to metaphysical work as being intentional energy manipulation rather than just existing in the physical world, which, as you pointed out, we all do all the time. As you probably know, when someone has been intentionally manipulating their mental and physical energy, they sometimes get spontaneous effects a little bit later, so I was wondering if this event could be related to that.

                It’s definitely a strange occurrence. In my opinion, I would be a little worried about the random onset of it. Definitely be careful in case another moment like this strikes when you could be put in danger. It may be worth seeing if you can develop any skills to pull yourself out of it as an emergency measure. Magick is as much about turning it off as it is about turning it on.

  • omgboom@lemmy.dbzer0.comEnglish
    64·
    3 days ago

    Don’t worry, scrote. There are plenty of 'tards out there living really kick-ass lives. My first wife was 'tarded. She’s a pilot now.